pain of reality

the world caught my attention

As most believe you need to pay bills. i got a job. negleted my blog crypto podcast and my internet vibe. i was lazy and didnt believe hard enough. i wasnt willing to move anywhere with an internet connection. typing that in my head sound like a remote island with starlink but after i finish typing a dream i invision reality as a small concrete box with a singular window sitting atop of the far right wall from the door. A mattress lies in the far corner. How pitiful even now i am in a creative cage as i am using puncuation.

what am i doing

At the moment it feels like im slaving my life away honestly. i am really investing everything into fumo404. all extra money goes there. it is a meme coin denomonitaewd in fumo with art. not a hard sell for me. crazy how 470$ fumo vs 1500$ fumo in less than a month. Its like we are falling up.